Let peace take over.

No this isn't about political shit, if that's whar you're looking for, go elsewhere. This is about stress and pain, one of which I have and the other that plagues the rest of my household. My house is filled with heartache, stress and saddness. My grandfather has been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer..and after having chemo and surgeries due to his colon cancer a couple years ago, he made the decision that he doesnt want to go through that again. I can't blame him at all and I don't. But I'm scared for him, and this is what brings me saddness and stress. I can't sleep normally unless I take a pill, so i can't say if thinking about this makes it worse..and so i sit up and i think and think, and worry until just now when, i said stop and it did....there was silence in my head for once in a very long time...my ipod played "The Boat Song" by Ludo at that moment and I just listened and heard. I haven't had that clear of a moment in a while, not since I started middle school. Point is that sometimes, when things murky and stressful, you need to just let peace take over and you'll get through it. "Through the fall, come hell and all, we'll row boat, and leave it on the other shore"- Ludo